And now I’m really upset because I don’t want it to be my last day with Misty tomorrow. I do love her and I will miss her so much. Even though I only shared her for 5 months, I’ve learnt so much from that place. And got back into riding! Even though pretty much every horse has had some form of an impact on me, it doesn’t change a thing. I’ll still be really sad, and I don’t want to be sad because I’m already going to be sad in a few months and I don’t want to add to it. And ugh. Stress.
I really don’t want to grow up.











